Today was the last day officially of college term and man was it weird. When I first started the college almost 2 years ago, I knew no-one and it took a while to find new people and I got there slowly and never really went into a group. I was in a bit of everyone's group and I soon learnt that it didn't always work the hard way and by the end of the year I was depressed about it, cos I felt that I wasn't being accepted (sorry for this whole talking about me me me thing!) and in addition to that, I had a huge fallout with someone, who I choose not to be friends with now because i've seen a really bad side of that person that for me, it wasn't worth forgiving for. But nonetheless I came out of the AS with decent grades.
I'm gonna stray out of topic for a little bit. I guess I chose my college because I used to go to the place where it was alot when I was a little kid and I used to love it, so I guess it influenced my decision, in addition to that fact that I hated my high school and went further away from those who hated me. During my 2 years in college, I realised how bad the place is...well it's not one that you have to avoid. On a random note, the pigeons there are well fat! No, really, I ain't joking. They tried to rob me of my sandwich when I was first there - please don't laugh! All right, you can! And the old people give you weird looks if you are just walking by the town centre. Hmm, I think that's all I can say, so i'll finish my little intermission here!
Enter A2 and it was a whole different kettle of fish. I found that half of the people I knew had left or got kicked out and I got to know a few people a little more who I seldomly knew whilst I was at AS and ultimately they were my close friends and they tolerated my weirdness and I was happy and to this day I still am. And to leave the college knowing that these like-minded people were people I could associate with and relate to is probably the most hardest thing i'll have to do (Even if our college is sh*t). I never felt this at high school cos I hated most of the people there (even the person who was "my best friend"). However I got to say that i'm paranoid that you might forget about me, hehe. And special mentions goes to the happy happy tree, dalek dave, Jo, Kadeshia, Vinnie and A-lan. You're truly the best friends i've ever had and i'll never forget you.
OK, i'm gonna stop there. The Emo sensor shot high above the ranks.
Friday, 25 May 2007
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