Today...

...I have a back ache from Yesterday. It's a sign that I danced around too much at the party on Saturday night. Man did that fall to pieces! The fact that the party was on school grounds and some did get hammered with the secret stash..oops I said too much! Never mind.

It was cool though...socially! I got to see my best friend, and her mate, who I also got on well with and what amazed me is that I had 3 glasses of vodka mixed with cola and I was normal, yet others were already wasted! I mean what was that about? My other friend was supposed to come but instead his brother came, who btw is more or less a carbon copy of him and I also spoke to another guy, who I couldn't recognise. I mean I was talking to him as if I had just met him until I found out his name, when everything came back to me. After that, we got on very well.

There was also a guy who i've known for a long time. I was avoiding him for personal reasons, but during the party he kept calling me over (by doing that "come here" thing with his finger) repeatedly and kept asking me "Do you want a drink?"

Anyways that party got my mind off my disastrous results (well the D's and the E's bit of it) and my personal issues, which have now come back at the start of the new week. It really sucks. It's review week and I haven't told my family that (i'll try to but they might suss out what I was trying to hide - my results!). However...
Dad: How was your A levels?
Me: *hesitated* Erm..you know what, the exam officer is sick and told us the wrong dates, so now it's this Thursday!
Dad: Oh ok

Later on, whilst me and my sis were going to church (argh!)
Sis: You got bad results didn't you?
Me: Nope, like I said the exams officer was ill
Sis: *trying to make me give in* Surely you lied to Dad if it was that bad enough
I was getting a bit nervous and I thought what the hell, i'll give in, but a few microseconds later...
Me: You don't trust me nowadays. You know I only lie through humour
Sis: OK, if you say so.

Yeah ok, i'm an idiot, but things at home aren't going great for me. My mum and my sister are both alike in character that it's worse to have both of them at your face...the nagging, etc. Believe me, it's more than a motherly thing, it's also a Filipino thing!!! It's like argh, leave me alone! I'm starting to get aggravated and depressed about it and I want to tell them that I want to move out for Uni, but they won't take that well. Still, I have this blog and my friends and that party made me feel a lot better.