Monday, 5 February 2007

Bored (part II) and personal rant

So once again, i'm using a computer in college next to Vikki and I think everyone is pulling a sicky just because today is national sicky day. What else needs to be a national day? How about "National turn up to work day" and erm, national "make up random national days" day...what have we come to? And i'm sure Vikki agrees too!

OK now for my rant. Basically, college was supposed to be a good thing but recently, everything's got boring lately. In our college, there's nothing to do and nobody really socialises and it just gets very boring and i'll be honest, the AS lot this year aren't really ones I can get along with (I only really speak to 2 people off AS). And when I enrolled for A2, I found that I had difficulty finding people to hang around with. Last year, I was part of many groups and just went to them and spoke to them. This year, since half of our year left or got kicked out, I find it hard to find people who I can hang round with and it was hard in September when I wasn't getting on with a few people. Now i'm more happier because I know where i'm aiming for. My real friends in this college are at the Vikki and KT (EDIT: and Joanna, who got offended when she didn't see her name. Yes Joanna, you really are my real friend!) end, and some guys from my Physics, Chemistry and/or Maths class(es) (3 people really) and I figured that out in December.

I was getting miserable (and depressed too) because I was trying too hard and was going for everyone, and to most of them, they really wanted me to get lost. Now that my exams are over, I know who exactly my real friends are and now I can forget about the rest. If they (the others) can't tolerate me, then to hell with them. In all honesty, college is basically high school all over again. Same problems, same issues, but in disguised in the form of A levels. I can't wait till I get out of Uni, that is if my mum and sister will let me move out!

Rant over. God I feel so emo!

3 comments:

Calmly eating muffins said...

hello!!

moose have returned!!!!

Victoria Howe said...

a bit late though!!! Me and daniel were bored on monday! Damn u, why arn't u in on mondays! grrrr!

Unknown said...

:D
Thanks D!!