Monday, 26 February 2007

Isn't it just awkward

...when you've cut out someone who you're no longer friends with and you have done so for the past 5 months, but since they know your friends they will talk to them too? And isn't it awkward when you're in the same room as them. I have been cutting this one person out since we had a major fallout that made our friendship useless in the end (Many issues involving thinking that this person was my close friend when it turned out that I was just a friend and the fact that they hid the fact that I was annoying them, but decided not to speak up and let it get worse).

Now, I don't think about this person but when I see or hear them, you re-live the moment where they lashed out at you or visually recall the emails saying that they "couldn't deal with me" or threatened me that "if I turned my friends against me, believe me, you'll regret it", which I wasn't going to do, after all, a private issue is private and nothing more. It hurts thinking about these horrible things but then again it teaches me not to make the same mistakes. I've moved on and so has this person. Why should I care?


This was one of the problems I had with people last year and this year, i'm making sure that this never happens...The people I hang around with in this college are the greatest, without trying to sound melodramatic. I've never been happier and if a repeat of that incident happens, then i'm at a low point. No joke! I feel so emo.

On a plus note, i'm getting the new Kaiser Chiefs album today. I've heard average reviews today. Oh dear :(

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